Every morning I wake up
I just lay there cause I’m dead
My sense of life is all but gone
Scary thoughts run through my head
Think of you and your cruel ways
In love with you so I’m a wreck
I have a problem killing me (YOU!)
Feels like a rope around my neck
Oh yeah it is, so fuck yourself
You’ll do it anyway cause you couldn’t care less
At least do it right and make sure you pull it tight
Cause if you fuck with me enough
Yeah, I might start to fight
And it finally starts to pull on me
Hurts like hell but it doesn’t break
That’s OK, cause I am used to pain
Debilitated by constant heartache
You were my final hope in life
Always wanted to fuck you till I died
You made me feel that I would have a chance
But all your hate would finally bleed me dry
Reaching up and falling down
Being fucked always made me bored
Seeing things I hit the ground
Held to you by one strong cord
12 A.M. – I’m pronounced dead
Lay me down on my eternal bed
Sad part is you loved me too
All the hate was in my head
So fuck you!
I always wanted too, I hoped you’d understand
Maybe tell me what to do to get the upper hand
You don’t seem to like my look and that’s OK with me
Maybe I like less of you the more of you I see
Death for you is not for me because I don’t believe
In the stupidness and happiness and other things you breathe
Your real person is locked down deep and tries so hard to hide
When will you go and get the key and finally come outside?
Love for you is love for all because you like to share
Could it be an accident or do you really care?