Annoying The Nieghbors – Untitled lyrics

feel controled by an invisible force
like I'm following a choosen course
forcing me to drag myself down
then lifts me up and back around

pushing me forward then pulling me back
empties me but fills up what i lack

was i choosen to fall
running towards and empty call
to separate myself
from everything and everyone else

i repent for my past mistakes
i wish God, you could give me a break
i know your the one who holds all the keys
and i pray for my mind to be at ease

sometimes i wish it would go away
but relize there are others you have made