Autophobia – Guts To Laugh lyrics

Deep inside my heart
where it hurts the best
It hit me like a poison dart
at my open chest
Oh, I admit that it hurts
to say the worst
And I feel like dirt to say the rest

Started in the school back in 7th grade
With braces and so cool
to be exactly the same
Shout what the people will hear
Conform and disappear
Hurrah, it got me where I am today

Living off of sand castles
and things from before
the times I wish I never had had
Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore
At least I still have guts to laugh
Guts to laugh

Now fifteen and a half
and feeling dumb
Waiting for the piece of mind to finally come
Stomping the rake, eat the bitter cake
Or do I smile until the trips and falls
Are practically gone?

Living off of sand castles
and things from before
the times I wish I never had had
Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore
At least I still have guts to laugh
Guts to laugh