Sometimes I get so sick of myself
Sometimes I wish I was somebody else
Sometimes I can never kill the pain
Sometimes I think it's different but it's usually the same
I gave everything I had to you
And in return you gave me nothing but your abuse
I can't believe what you've reduced me to
I know that I'm being used but I'd still do anything for you
Sometimes I wish I had the strength to go away
Sometimes I know that I'm always gonna stay
Sometimes I think that you still care
Sometimes I remember you were never really there
Sometimes I know that I'm a whore
Sometimes I really don't care 'cause I still want more
Sometimes you cut me up inside
Sometimes I become what I despise
Sometimes I want you to lie to me
Sometimes you know I'll still believe
Sometimes I try to forget these thoughts
Sometimes I wish that I was lost