Brainclaw – Frost On My Eyes lyrics

Are you there?
Is anybody there?
It's cold here
Cold like when you're dead
I can't see you
Where are you?
I'm not like you
You can't understand
You can't know
How the darkenss calls me
I wait here, bathed in sunshine
But the light is cold
It filters through me
You don't realize where I really stand
I'm not like you
Your peaceful face goads me in the night
You calmly muddle through
Your life of softness, flowers
And me with this screaming in my head...
I'm not one of you
You try to keep me safe and warm
Warm and alive
But the whole time I chill and rot you from inside
This insignificant pain...
It's not real
This drama I create...
You can't feel
Won't let me see the past as I know it was
It's not real
And still this screaming in my head...
I'm not like you
You run screaming from what I embrace
"Stay with me," you plead
It's not real
Cries falling on my dead ears
You can't feel
I fall away as the shrapnel of time
It's not real
Rends my fragile eyes
You can't feel
A shell
A husk of a man
I died inside
I was never like you