Camacazi Helmets – Bruises In Introducing Me To You lyrics

my lungs break apart
as im gasping for air
i think im going brain-dead
falling into another pool of hate
i wish i didnt have to go through this for you
this is how i spend all my time
falling farther away from where i was before
catching all the pain in my hands
trying to get over this
is harder than breaking up
im sick of being sick and tired
over you, im sad of longing
tasting a thought of abandonment
its a thought that never ceases to begin
im deceased, losing everything i never had
this is all i ever had, but i never had it at all
laustrup, just a rope that tied me in
no, no, i cant lie to you and begin
to try and forget him, im sorry
i didnt mean it to start like this
this is how i gotta end this
maybe we both needed this, we just missed the target
maybe i was suppossed to hate you, itll help me in time
but this is what i have to say

i hate you! but i never meant to!
you screwed this up! Well, you meant to!
you hate me! your doing it well!
you're better at this, than i thought before
kill me now, im on the floor
looks like i killed myself
no biopsy...arent you lucky?
i hate you, but i never meant to...