Conspiracy Of Thought – Reflections lyrics

I see the old self all around me
I see my future dead ahead
Temptations floating up inside me
Oh God give me the strenght to live

I hear my memories calling
My darkest past enticing
Regressing thoughts provoking me
Help me I've slipped again

I am the new self
The old is dead inside me
And as this death shall rise within me
These memeories still live

I feel the pian of my affliction
I know the guilt of what I've done
My past corrodes what I've accomplished
I've got to gain control

I feel the warmth of your forgiveness
It's hard to let these demons lie
Bathed in the blood of my redemption
I once was blind, but now I function