Crutch – The Eve lyrics

spiders in the windowsil
need a refill on the suey pill
nobody feels how i feel
the end is forgotten
but do what you will.
BEEN BEATEN DOWN
SO MANY TIMES
LOOK AT ME
I'M LIVIDLY FINE
I'M BACK
I'M BLACK N BLUE
the ghost in the fireplace
just bright enough to see its face
nobody feels like sucha disgrace
comes back to haunt me
with life erased.
BEEN BEATEN DOWN
TIMES BEFORE
MY LIFE WISHES
TO BE IGNORED
I HIDE
BEHIND DEATH DEFINED
my dreams of you smiling
i'm not with you
so i'm dying
i think of you everynite
with empty arms
and scared tonite...

BEEN BEATEN DOWN
TIME AND TIME AGAIN
SHOULD I STAY DOWN
IF I'M DYING
WHAT 'S THE POINT IN GETTING UP
NONE AT ALL I'M GIVING UP