December Star – A Fine Day To Realize Hope Is Leaving lyrics

Looking on the outside
You'd never even guess
That on the inside my bones shatter like glass
And this hit that you put to me
Left me down and out on my knees
Drowning in my own regret
So forget everything I ever said
And fail this fixed fight
Wipe the blood from my lips
And the fire from my eyes

And I fear that I'm too far gone
To even start to tell the difference
Between my dreams and the air that I breathe
Healing only starts when we see the scars on our own wrists
I'm at a loss for what to do
For what to do
Is this how we know what to question what we hold onto?

And my mind's being jaded
My love is slowly fading
Keep me from the one mistake I know I can't afford to make
And it costs me everything I own
And I just don't know
How far now can I swim out in this ocean of my own regret
Before I lose it all and drown

And when I thought it was all over
And I sank beneath the water
You wrapped around me tight
And you rescued my soul
Now I'm never turning back
I'm returning to my home
Never turning back
I won't look back