Donner Parti – My Little Secret lyrics

As I lie here the room spins around
I try so fucking hard to keep my feet on the ground
But alas BAM
BLING BLANG BLAM BLAM
The pain I scream does anyone understand
God and I walk hand in hand
The cloud is a dream of lapsed reality
Society's blind, open eyes, let them see
But my face is black my soul is scarred
My hate's held back - My soul is Barred
When I let go and set it free
There's nothing left - No you nor me
Just the demons we lock inside
Try to run Fuck there's nowhere to Hide
Let the pain overwhelm you tear you apart
Reach down my throught and rip out my heart
Now I'm free they can't reach me here
Locked away without pain or fear
Watch now as it all fades away
All the hate of tomorrow returns here today
It overwhelms me - one last scream
With the love of God I'm lost and overseen
The molten gates of hell beckon me
Only without God am I happy