Flesh Field – Reflect The Enemy lyrics

I can admit when I'm wrong
I've tried to tell you this for so long
Times have changed, and it's no longer the same
What I've lost has been the only thing that I've gained
I'm sick of your pretension
It's just another way to get more attention
Ive given up on you and on all that youve said
I have to make a change
I have to look ahead

Everything you wanted to be
Everything that could have been dreamed
Everything you could have believed
It's all gone
I'll never call you a friend
I'll never make amends
I failed with you just like I fail with everything

I can't wait to show you all you've done to hurt me
I can't wait to tell you what you've done to pervert me

I don't think you understand my desperation
You've condemned my sanity to ruination
I'm not alone in my complaints or accusations
If you stay this course, you can expect retaliation

I force myself to listen to all your explanations
I force myself to realize all their implications
I tried
I failed