Forfeit Nothing – Leira lyrics

I'm so confused with everything.
Is this a waste of time?
At night I call out your name as I cry tears of pain.

Is this ever going to be?
I’ve been waiting patiently.
Where’s this leading?
Or are you deceiving me?
That’s my life at seventeen.

Where’s this leading up to?
Is there room for me?
And you act like this is nothing, but to me this is everything.