Human Collapse – Your Desicion lyrics

It glistens off the ripple of water,
the image of a lost soul
When I find my true feelings for you?
I just don't know
From when I learn the reason to go on,
a path full of agony
Will you help me out of all these visions?
That's your desicion
I fell to the only wall you set up,
the feelings of love
Being locked up in my own cellar,
it helps drain the sorrow
Then I'll look out my broken window,
viewing myself change
Escaping the trap of lifes prison,
when I can't unlock it
Lost all that I was close to,
family and other relations
Deadly crash that claimed them,
left me to defend these wars

I've made myself into somthing else,
proving against the will of life
The last desicion I made was final,
but then I realized,
it was yours

I'd close the notebook full of hate,
but the pages draw me in
So I'll make a religion of guilt
and the commitment I didn't show
Teachings of a new hope in me,
were layed to rest
I gave up my beliefs when they left,
why can't I bring them back?
Tears show only emotions for me,
they blur what's closer
It doesn't help but display,
you care about what happened
Travel to the memory of being together,
not losing to fate you collide with
Find the ghost you dwell on,
lose interest when your mind fades
The battle of eternity added on,
what you thought had already left
I promised what I couldn't keep,
it was for you and I to stay until we were taken by angels

I've made myself into somthing else,
proving against the will of life
The last desicion I made was final,
but then I realized,
it was yours

Collision with the nightmare returning,
left me to dig up the thoughts
Now the history distigrates like ashes
before my eyes.
when life flashes

Im sorry..
Who broke this promise?
You had to be taken away from me..
This isn't good-bye,
we will meet when our spirits find,
the way to stay together,
forever..