Maria Mena – Internal Dialogue lyrics

It must have been hard staying in life
knowing you're influence insisted all the time
it must have been strange, living in blue
seeing me shut down as though it was a easy thing to do
But you could tell were I had been
By the way I held my gun
Trying to write anything
while being marked by an old beat drum

But I was not honest
I was not healthy
yeah, I was not honest
honest

you did the right thing
covered your scars
challenge your faith and close your eyes driving cars
for all that they knew, you were safe home
But you went trough hell whenever you were left alone
And you could see where I had been
from the pictures that they took
I tried to look positive of things
Face myself but didn't look

But I was not honest
I was not healthy
yeah, I am not honest
honest

I wish you could see, yourself through my eyes
There is no need to.....? lies
the voice in your head
the spirit you stole
left you for dead but you ..?

I can tell where you have been
From the marks are on your wrist
The red water wash away your sins
But you must be restless

And you are not honest
and you are not healthy
you are not honest
honest

And you are not honest
and you are not healthy
you are not honest
honest