Mika Evans – Perfect Mess lyrics

Maybe it's all in my head
Maybe I'm already dead
Maybe I didn't make it through the last big crash
Maybe this is hell
Lately it's hard to tell
Maybe I'm just doomed to be consumed by flames disguised as mundane days

I don't believe in ever after
But I gotta believe it's gonna get better than this
Waiting for the next disaster
In this life the perfect mess

What if nothings precious
What if were just helpless floating around
What if our chosen deity don't believe that we exist
What if there's no purpose
What if efforts worthless
What if I'm just using every excuse I have to keep my lazy ass in bed

I don't believe in ever after
But I gotta believe it's gonna get better than this
Waiting for the next disaster
In this life the perfect mess

I don't believe in ever after
But I gotta believe it's gonna get better than this

I don't believe in ever after
But I need to believe there's something better than this
Waiting for my life to matter
I'm so impatient but I hesitate through this well-laid devastation
And I've discovered that all this clutter that's filling up my days
Never leaves the place that I left it
And I get turned around in this self-made maze
So I just lay there, God I hate this