Neuroactive – Defeated lyrics

In numb oppressive sleep these creatures roam the earth
To a mental isolation we are cursed at the birth
I looked inside myself to find out how I feel
There was nothing much to see
Defeated hopes and dreams
Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal
But my soul's not a soul at all anymore
Too lame to feel
We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions
Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections
Don't try to touch me
I've got no time to care
Don't speak
Don't make an intrusion
I might get scared
Connections are forbidden
Strangers are the freaks
So wear the shades and look deranged to avoid a human feel
Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal
But my heart's not a heart anymore
Too tame to beat
We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions
Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections
We hide behind the cold stone walls sealing the life outside
Sometimes we see the sun
Sometimes we see the sun
We live inside the concrete walls
And hide behind restrictions
Sometimes we see the distant sun
But never really feel the warmth inside