Neva Dinova – Did You Disappoint Your God? lyrics

What's it like, when you die? Do you live on in memories?
If you can, I want to try, I didn't get nothing done in this life.
I need to try.
I need to try.
I was right from the start, you get a knife in your heart.
Y want a wife and a car, you want the right to go to war.
The jealous guy gives you the nod.
Did you, disappoint your god?
Sorry I couldn't be there when you needed me.
I barely can hold the pen through the flames that I'm
seated in.
I wait, but wait don't kill the pain.
I, was dying for a piece of it was crying for release then
it was gone,
but I can't die, but I was crying for release but I was
dying for a piece and now it's gone.
It's so easy,
it's so easy to give in