Notradach – Neurosis lyrics

BLIND ME
I'LL NEVER SEE YOU LEAVE...AGAIN
SWALLOW THIS KNIFE
TO CUT UP WHAT'S LEFT INSIDE
BIND ME IN SIN!!!
OPEN SEAMS
I KEEP LEAKING THE LIFE THAT KEPT GIVING
MY EARS - BLEEDING THE WORDS YOU PUT INSIDE ME

BREATHE!!!
NEUROSIS SCREAMS - NO ONE HEARS ME
REACH!!!
A HAND THAT NEVER OPENED
I ASK MYSELF HOW I LET MY SOUL SOFTEN

DON'T TELL ME MY FEELINGS...(2x)

i gouge out my own eyes
just to watch myself...die
i can't be your savior
too many clinging onto my wings
i can't change
just to save me
fall on broken knees
i scream your name in my DrEaMs
IN MY DREAMS
ARE THERE ANY OPEN ARMS FOR ME?

RIGHT WHEN I FEEL LIKE ITS ALREADY MINE
I START TO FALL BEHIND...
CHOKING ON MY OWN LIES
all i want is to DIE!!
breathing under glass
with liquified lungs
my life is drained
as i embrace the dripping remains
of me....
END ME

WHY AM I GIVEN A LIFE TO LIVE THROUGH?
WHEN I HAVE NO LIFE TO PROVE
I CARVE MY NAME
BUT ONLY IN SAND
SO IT WASHES AWAY
FROM THE WAVES
THAT CRASH THRU MY FACE!!!

HERE'S TO YOUR HAPPINESS (3x)
NOW THE GUN POINTS TO YOUR HEAD

my neurosis insecurity
kept feeding your disability
that kills me
but no more
NO MORE

YOU SPIT ON MY HEART
WHEN I DON'T COMPARE TO YOUR PAST
YOU MISS HIM!!!!