Noxious Emotion – Touch:the Way That I Used To lyrics

I wish I could touch you the way that I used to
And did I choose to just not try?
To ever really see your side?
Or did I chooe to just not see anything?
What's wrong with me?
Just how or why, I cannot say
I wish it didn't have to be this way
Was there anything I could have done?
To change the things that were to come