Opposing Perfection – Greg's Song lyrics

I've given up on life
Like it's given up on me
Trying to find some contment
I've got to break free

I fight this battle never ending
I've got win, I'm trying to find
A way to fight through life
I have to break the tie that binds

Me to my world, my world of misery
Life is long and very hard
I cant help but thinking
And thinking cant help me
Ill just shut out the light
Give up the fight, toss and turn through the endless night
The waiting dawn fills me with fright
The end of this painful flight
Is so far out of sight

Lying on the couch alone
Staring at the TV glow
Feeling worse every second
Lost in my world, cant go with the flow

No end to my problems
Seems to be anywhere at all
So Ill just kick and scream
And bang my head against the wall

Whenever I make any progress
I slip and fall
I can't make sense of anything
I'm so humbled by it all