Platform One – Procurement lyrics

Am I so close to madness?
I only see sadness
As a light in you a shade of you that frightens me
With all my procurement of your indecision
I've blessed assurance of heartfelt religion
With all my endurance and needed informants
To tell me I'm wrong for wanting it all for you
I lie with abandon and help without mention
Did I mention your beauty?

I see through all mirrors and walls of illusions
I've eluded your minions and reckless companions
You fight my intrusions with your invitations
You call me out of wanting and wanting to call you
I lie awake and take away your heart
I've grossly misshapen the walls of my haven
To carry the weight of my heavy love for you
I'm due an excitement too much for delightment
I suffer delirium for wanting you near me

Can you hear me at all?
I'm the one you called