Provision – Untrue lyrics

You're driving alone again
Against time
With anticipation
To hold me close once more
Feeling the energy of sexual frustration
Let's take a ride through my mind
As victims of desperation
Time to forget your boundaries
I'll push your limitations

I dream of a day I can give myself completely
Then so discreetly
I find I'm in this bed of sin
With someone else
The reasons within me can't explain why
Still we must try to understand
Life's simple demands

I know you will not believe me
There's deceit in me
Are my words untrue?
I'm too afraid to love you
I put no one above you
I've tried to apologize
This only comes down to us
When my words seem so untrue

Are my words untrue?