Rising Neptune – Untitled lyrics

Okay… last time I tell you this
I’m sick and tired of you people telling me what to do
Especially when you all take advantage of me like normal
I never meant to hurt you guys
No lie
I just don’t understand why this would happen, and to me
What happened to the life I used to like?
What went wrong anyways?
I guess it’s all my fault now
But guess what
I’m not taking the blame this time
What did I do to deserve this humiliation?
Why can't I live my life alone without any fears if getting hurt?
I never expect to get them either
Because everyone has been lying to me since the dawn of time
So no point of asking now
I’ll never trust another friend again, not ever
Will I ever feel the pain and suffering all over again?
I was told a while back that you never die a virgin
Because life always screws you
It’s kinda funny when you think about it
Too bad though
Feelings I can't stand anymore
By the way
Is anyone writing this down?