Self – So Low lyrics

hello, meet my problems
i only miss you when i'm with you
got a fly car to jet around town
gone sour to the bone, gone bad to the marrow
financial situation's depleted
guess a slap in the face is what i really needed
from a strong hand to make me a man
what more could i ask, what more could i stand?

i'm so low that i wish i was dead
with a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head
i'm so low that i wish i was dead
must i go on?

sold all my friends today
i'm so low that i wish i was dead
i gave everything away
now i'm bound only by twine and thread

i'm so low that i wish i was dead
with a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head
i'm so low that i wish i was dead
must i go on?

just give me time
don't give me time to miss you
just give me time
don't give me time to miss you

on a short leash, yet she was earthbound
so i threw her in the lost and found
now she's scaring me
i found charity with a pink trombone and a timpany
just ignore my footprints
and just ignore the sand
my epitaph stands before me
so wear your ego to the funeral of a frightened man

i'm so low that i wish i was dead
with a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head
i'm so low that i wish i was dead
must i go on?

saw her standing in the doorway, fade away
and i believe in it
if i were dead
if i were dead
if i were dead
she wouldn't love me anymore

i'm so low that i wish i was dead
with a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head
i'm so low that i wish i was dead
must i go on?