to kill the whitest looking dove,
to hate everything you love
and im trying to pretend
oh in wanting life to end
that i am not another stupid
little teenage fucking whore
and now i know
and we will see
to take this handgun to my eyes
and watch my cells start to rise
the flesh now starts to break as the
bullet enters like a snake
through one side of my head
and out the other side
and now i know
and we will see
and im scared to live tonight
and im bare to shed this plight
and im scared to live tonight
and im bare to shed this plight
(please tell me im not wanted)
watch the bones rip through my flesh
a catharsis of my own distress
(please tell me im not wanted)
and now i know
and we will see