Shaped Like A Gun – Euthanasia lyrics

oh no, it's happening again
i think i've fallen from my head
but if my mind thinks i'm alive
where will this patient sleep tonight?

if i should wake up from this bed
will you still regret what you did?
and i will find your hands all painted red

but i just forgot what i said
will you help me back in my head?
and i'm still fighting i'm not dying yet