Shut Up Stella – Searching Sometimes lyrics

Yo
Look at the stars, man, they're all so shiny and pretty
But see, they all fall behind me
And no one's walking with me
So I'm losing my mind
And I'm abusing my time
I showed up late for my life
And I should be on the grind
But see, I've been so strong for so long
And now I'm too tired, too much,
But not enough for what's required
And she's dancing through my dreams, yo
I guess we're all searching for something
At least that's how it seems

A classic fairytale, wearing shades of gray, it's real
If I walked away, then how would you feel? (yo)

I am ready to go
Just waiting for direction
They say there's no turning back
(That's what they say, I put a smile on my face)
Smiling to just survive
Playing tricks on my own mind
We all go searching sometimes
(Yo, what am I searching for?)

Green dust, green trust...see, there's no such thing
And orange glaze, a purple haze, it's a family thing
See, it's a family of colors and it's a family of ties
Around before the unjust, a foundation of lies
It's not surprise to my witness that it's all come undone
He was beheaded by the son when the pendulum swung
And I was like, "Damn! Here we go again!"
Another one lost to the deadliest sin

We're both looking for the lie. Do we always have to fight?
I must be wrong, if you're always right

I am ready to go
Just waiting for direction
They say there's no turning back
(That's what they say, I put a smile on my face)
Smiling to just survive
Playing tricks on my own mind
We all go searching sometimes
(C'mon, what am I searching for?)
We all go searching sometimes

After all (nobody, nobody)
Can tell me (nobody, nobody)
Can push me ('cause I am free, I am free)
Oh oh oh.... (I am free, I am free)

They say the grass is always greener on the other side
But they don't know how many times I've tried
The best is yet to come, so I guess I wait
You gotta have a little faith, that's what they say
Yeah, that's what they say

I am ready to go
Just waiting for direction
They say there's no turning back
(That's what they say, I put a smile on my face)
Smiling to just survive
Playing tricks on my own mind
We all go searching sometimes
(Yo, what am I searching for?)

I am ready to go
Just waiting for direction
They say there's no turning back
(That's what they say, yeah, that's what they say)
Smiling to just survive
Playing tricks on my own mind
We all go searching
We all go searching sometimes (C'mon, what am I searching for?)

Yeah
I'm still waiting