Sicboy – Recluse lyrics

Walking on a line
When I'm dressed to kill
Wasted once again
When I'm feeling ill
Angel of the lord
Common pesticide
Blessed round before
Kiss my sins goodbye

In a wake of guilt
Taken once again with a glass of pills
Something's back and forth
Had to realize
Something must be done
Or begin to die

Soon I feel like
Fear is going to wait
Turn to the light
Spirit coming alive
Blatant lies have
Plagued me in every way
Visions arise
Delusions fill my mind
So you will rely?

Distant shrouded crimes
End for once and still
Whisper tempting words
Empty blanket chill
Fatal drug of choice
Be it as it may
Drowning clouds of dope
Tracing in my veins
Twisting crowded thoughts
Crushing like a vice
Sickness weighs a ton
Nothing can suffice
Peering at the sun
Lifeless maggot stare
Nothing for me now
Just my soul to bear

Soon I feel like
Fear is going to wait
Turn to the light
Spirit coming alive
Blatant lies have
Plagued me in every way
Visions arise
Delusions fill my mind
So you will rely?

Because?
Hear the voice of contempt
It guides me
Somehow
Shed my skin
Embrace misfortune

Wasted a life
Visions arise
The empty stare keeps piercing through me.