Spineshank – Self-destructive Pattern lyrics

feel the tension
of rejection
preach it out with a therapy

the confusion
and seclusion
turns it into my deformity

never trusted
maladjusted
i've become my own

on a mission
a decision
giving up what's inside of me

saying
it's all around me
? and killing me

the ?
to surround me
? killing me

it's what i can't control
what i can't control
what i can't control
in me

born again
i feel so hollow
torn again
my senses fade
born again
without the sorrow
born again
without the blame

what's the solution
it's all inside me
the position is killing me

the evolution
? (that advertising guy talked here)
? killing me

it's what i can't control
what i can't control
what i can't control
in me

born again
i feel so hollow
torn again
my senses fade
born again
without the sorrow
born again
without the blame

i can increase the treatment
it won't suppress the feelings
or stop the way i'm getting used to the pain

break it down
self-destructive pattern
break it down
self-destructive pattern

it's what i can't control
what i can't control
what i can't control
in me

born again
i feel so hollow
torn again
my senses fade
born again
without the sorrow
born again
without the blame