Stattica – State I'm In lyrics

So you think I’m sick and dangling on a breakable thread
I admit my mind’s a little bit odd
After all is done and said,
I’ll never be the one to cast a near-perfect facade

Out of all this I’m standing unchanged
Out of all this I’m feeling deranged
It’s a matter of time before I lose my mind

You can’t fade me, you can’t erase me,
the system made me
That’s just the state I’m in
You can’t use me, try to abuse me, I’m just a fool, see?
That’s just the state I’m in

So you think you’ve blended enough into the masses of thought
But all you do is play their game
Every life is auctioned off
with a conscience trying but always coming up lame

Out of all this a little part dies
Out of all this you’re playing their lies
It’s a matter of time before you lose your mind

You can’t fade me, you can’t erase me,
the system made me
That’s just the state I’m in
You can’t use me, try to abuse me, I’m just a fool, see?
That’s just the state I’m in

I feel me breaking, I feel me breaking,
I think I’m broke
That’s just the state I’m in
I feel me breaking, I feel me breaking,
I think I’m broke
That’s just the state I’m in

Judge not less you are willing to be judged
Got a grudge got a chip on my shoulder
The world’s getting colder, getting older
Behold my lifetime of misery, I decree
My debris is a gun shot caught in a hot spot
Trapped in existence, the distance of resistance
is a cold-hearted role, the soulless losing all control

I feel this burning down inside of me
I feel this burning down inside of me

Out of all this a little part dies
Out of all this you’re playing their lies
It’s a matter of time before you lose your mind

You can’t fade me, you can’t erase me,
the system made me
That’s just the state I’m in
You can’t use me, try to abuse me, I’m just a fool, see?
That’s just the state I’m in

I feel me breaking, I feel me breaking,
I think I’m broke
That’s just the state I’m in
I feel me breaking, I feel me breaking,
I think I’m broke
That’s just the state I’m in