Tears Of A Phoenix – My Equatic Formula lyrics

I feel so passionate,
But my only choice is to stay passive,
Cause again chance has denied me a chance,
To jump ahead and grasp an opportunity.
Lost again in my only feeling of confusion,
So confused to the point of wanting to become active,
But yet I was again denied freedom,
When will I finally grasp life and live again.

Like an expired credit card,
I've been denied the chance to shine apon the stars,
I need some time to gather my thoughts,
So I can calculate my life's own equatic formula.

I want to do something,
And escape the grueling grasp of my lonesome room.
But all I can do is stay here,
Cause you don't have the energy to get up and go.

I'm overhauling and over thinking,
And about what I still don't know,
Maybe I just try too hard,
Or maybe you just lack the power to go, go, go.

Like an expired credit card,
I've been denied the chance to shine apon the stars,
I need some time to gather my thoughts,
So I can calculate my life's own equatic formula.

If I calculate correctly,
You plus me divided by destiny,
Equals how much potential we really posses,
But I'm still forgetting to calculate your lag of wanting to see me.

So now I am expired credit card,
I've been denied the chance to shine apon the stars,
I'm now gathering my thoughts,
And solving my life's own equatic formula.
It equals us?