Now why this world that im livin in
got me feelin like a prisoner
whats meant for us
is a life thats fucked
in the streetz is the gats we trust
to bust when i ride out
let them know what im about
got me doin dirt
all alone
then mash out to the hideout
life in the cold
i cant carry on
My eyes shed so many tears
blood drippin down my soul
my heart turned cold throughout the years
a tunnel vision
straight to hell
knowin only time will tell
im in too deep to try to bail
so fuck the world we by ourself
while i mashin down I-5
and i got the surge to die
extasy and weed got me high
why do i feel like im losin my mind
you know im trying dawgggg
for the fact im in this to my death
to theres nothing left
untill i take my last breath
im sideways down the curb (curb)
flippin off the ghetto bird
being absurd
seeing my enemies
and they all get served
aint nowhere for me to go
trapped in this hell hole
need a place to grow
but i cant seem to cope
with the past still hanging on my rope
that wont let go
so my soul stay burning
so many trials and tribulations
that im facing from day to day
i dont want to cause no one no pain
(but i have no choice)
dont want to hurt inside anymore
im burning
(inside inside inside inside)
burning
(inside inside inside inside)
(Im burnin
(inside inside inside inside)
(Thai:)
now im all by my lonesome
ride to the midnight
to the day till my time comes
and i swear to god
when my time is done
i aint even going to try to run
ima ride out high
blood in my eye
straight to the light
to a place thats right
place in my life where i wont think twice
movin on and out of sight
if theres a god thats guiding me
then why am i stuck on my knees
i want to leave
but i dont want to bring pain to my family
am i wrong to feel this way
drunk on the curb sippin alize
and i know in our lifes we make mistakes
got the one time all up in my face
on a high speed chase
and im wild'n out
blowin smoke up out my mouth
nobody wants to know what im about
rather see me 6 feet underground
and i dont give a fuck mayne
got me lookin at the world
and my ass saying
and im dying for a change
watching everybody comin at me
with a burning
trying to take me out of the game
but i still maintain
wonder why that it gotta pertain
living in the world that it strange
gotta be apart of gangstahs
to survive in the streets
and be safe in a place thats
crazed with hate
we was born to die
really that aint no surprise
so in this my time
im just going to fly away
and say goodbye
gooooddbbyyeeeee
so many trials and tribulations
that im facing from day to day
i dont want to cause noone no pain
(but i have no choice)
dont want to hurt inside anymore
im burning
(inside inside inside inside)
burning
(inside inside inside inside)
(humming?)
(inside inside inside inside)
(Thai:)
before i lay me down to sleep
will the world ever hear me speak
while the world is slowing turning (tunring)
the rain can stop my soul from burning (burning)
i see the gates
from a far away (far away)
its time for me to go to a better place (better place)
no time to hide
spread ur wings and fly
this henessey and weed has got me high (got me high)
im lookin for a place thats ment for me
cause everybody has a destiny
and once we find a place where we belong
a place where are hearts can feel at home
we going to make it on our own
then i can make it on my own
then we can make it on our own
then i can make it on my own
dear god im gone
so many trials and tripulations
that im facing from day to day
i dont want to cause noone no pain
(but i have no choice)
dont want to hurt inside anymore
im burning
(inside inside inside inside)
burning
(inside inside inside inside)
(humming?)
(inside inside inside inside)