leave me all alone
there aint nobody callin on my telephone
because i ripped that bitch rigth up outta tha wall
i appologize to any yall that tried to call
i havnt been myself lately
i've been slowly loosing my mind
and tellin them its gravy
im lookin hella shady
and i havnt showered in weeks
i havnt washed my balls
i havnt brused my teeth
all i see is demons everywhere that i look
whas it the ouija?
the black majic?
warlock book?
i cant remember
well how can my memeories leave me
i cant believe the spirits would try to decieve me
but they did
just like a little kid
i was so eager to learn
so willing to give
but all they did was hate me and break me
use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway
Something is wrong with me
I cant be who i need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
something is wrong with me
I cant be who i need to be
will it last for eternity?
Please dont walk away
I want you to hear what i gotta say
I never had anyone never care for me
I never had anyone never there for me
if you would listen to me instead of callin me names
I would explain why im shaking and im going insane
my mind is on vacation
lack of converstaion
Im like a radio with static on every station
still I wanna know will I be normal again
you say its bullshit and that it's all pretend
but if its false then why dont the demons dissapear
and if it's untrue then why am I seein them crystal clear?
because I do
the mirrors turning blue
and soul after sould keeps walking right through
they're livin in my house
and living inside my head
some sleep inside the closet
others sleep under the bed
something is wrong with me
I cant be who I need to be
something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity
soemthing is wrong with me
I cant be who I need to be
something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity
All I ever wanted be was a member of a family with unity
but the people thats a lie
will stab you straight in the back
throw a stick in the spokes
and flip you flip off of the track
if it wasnt for monoxide and violent j,
that nigger jack,
shaggy 2 dope,
and blaze ya dead homie
I probably would have given up and have callen it quits
i probably wouldn't be here
i probably wouldn't be shit
i find myself looking back in the glass and remenise all the times of the present and past
im feelin strange
im wondering if they can save me
im feeling cold
im standing infront of the gateway
well here i am
im such a crazy man
im trying to control my life the best that i can
but the demons are around me trying to stray me away
i thank god that im standing right here today
something is wrong with me
i cant be who i need to be
somethign is wrong with me
will it last for eternity
something is wrong with me
i cant be who i need to be
something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity
(is it really my fault)
(theres something wrong inside my head
i cant be alone)
(is it really my fault)
(theres something wrong inside my head
i cant be alone)
(will it last for eternity)
Something is wrong with me
i cant be who i need to be
something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity???!!!