Undertow – Sink lyrics

What do I have to lose having lost so much that matters. All that I've loved for so long is now gone.

What if I have more to lose?
Havent I suffered enough?

Is it too soon or am I just holding on?
If death is in the wind then let it blow me away.
Why didnt i try to change when I saw it coming all along?
I knew it was the end long before it had ended.
In the silence of my mind,can I find something to replace my pain?
Now I sink in desperation learning to deal with the pain.
I wont cry no more,I wont give myself that satisfaction.
I know those feelings may someday rise again. Until then,I'll be waiting for tragedys end.

If death is in the wind then let it blow me away.

Why didnt i try to change when I saw it coming all along?
I knew it was the end long before it had ended.
In the silence of my mind,can I find something to replace my pain.