Upon Eventual Collapse – Existence Erased lyrics

I've given you everything this time
And none of it seemed to make things right
And we can never work things out
As long as we both live in doubt
I cant believe that I trusted you
And all the things you put me through
I'm willing to let you go this time
And now i know you were never mine
I let you go I pushed away
The silence between us speaks anyway
I'm giving up im giving in
Another day I cannot win
I cant forget the words we said
Can never forget the times we had
And still I let you drift away
Everything changes I stay the same