Waking Ashland – Medication lyrics

Who am I trying to fool?
As the night falls upon me
And who am I trying to be
When this leads to nothing

I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there?
Listening to my despair?

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
Said what you wanted to hear
Said then that my mind was clear
It's a lie
It's a lie

How you wept, how you tried
But I never made the time
Here I go, once again
Will this ever end?

I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there
Listening to my despair?

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
Said what you wanted to hear
Said then that my mind was clear
Make the call
Into the room
It's where I'll fall

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
Said what you wanted to hear
Said that my mind was clear
Lying, trying
Stop this time, I'll stop this time
I won't step backward
Chasing after
I'm wasting time, I'm wasting time

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