Sicboy – Myself lyrics

I try so hard but I just can't pretend

I see your eyes look down the mouth I'll be your friend
I try so hard but I can't seem to relate to a world that's full of pain I've see its face
You? have to? be true? want to?

I drag my arm but I can't let you go
Through these puddles of pain I cant keep control
On my mind now battles that you'll never win
Should I seek your love or be your friend

Give in I've shown I want to take control
Begin to wanna see myself in a hole
Take out your eyes to see deep inside
Rip out the parts of me that will make you hide

How far we are ? how far away we are now ? you cant save me.