Surrealism – Not A Hollywood Ending lyrics

I'm drowning in my own pool of blood
Now hold my hand so it wont flood
Don't you leave because my frustration
Is the only thing left and if you leave
You won't be able to cure my wound
It will conceal and seal shut until it's
Revealed and soon enough your going to steal
It once more and kill it again in the floor

The only life I have is a human one
Living and dying...it's going to happen soon
But there's no meaning in my life
Because everything is a lie
I never wanted this! but it still happen this
Way, Now I ponder and wonder, why is it?

I cried believing in your honest face
It's amusing to me how it was only a phase
Now I don't want to come in just want to let
Myself go with my vibes, because your life
Keeps on beating me until im dead
If you leave I'll wonder what will happen

Now I'm here lying in the broken street
All down in my knees, just telling the world
How it's full of despise, I'm still bleeding
And waiting for my death to arrive!

I figured out I was dead to you all along!