Surrealism – Pure Darkness Inside lyrics

I can't remember when I had reasons to hate
That all happen when I can't focus
I'm losing my own game I created,I can't take
Then its when your focus is hate

I'm falling, becoming useless in the game
Already dying, this is not the same
Knowing this is my last breathe of air

I only took coldness until I could tear, rip
another piece off my heart so I could spare
And spend one more time here in my life
Just telling myself "this isn't fair"

Now I take my loss that I left in my side
Get it, and fullfill it because it cried
In pure darkness...and there it lied
Laughing at me the whole way in my side
At the end it was my only conscience
Myself...My head...My subconscious...

Theres no example that could convince me
It won't lead me to your solution, it won't be
The same like it once was before, no symphaty
Inside my fearful eyes into it changes dark

Darkening our humanity!
Your Lerking behind the shadows
Don't take me, were I can't see
Because I won't find out until it hits me!

I'm fading into darkness
As I see my own reflection
Inside my shadow!